Bill Mayer has traveled widely, spending extended time
in Vermont, England, Greece, Hawaii, Germany, France, Italy,
and Austria. He is also a professional photographer and importer
of German and Austrian wine. His first book, Longing,
was published by Pangaea Press in 1991. He lives in Berkeley.
Praise for The Uncertainty Principle
"Bill Mayer's poems offer his nakedly honest struggle
between the voice of the ego and the hazy ghost like images
of the spirit emerging. His is the most heroic journey of
all. He is willing to follow his longing, the irresistible
drawing towards of the self that for him the culture of ancient
Greece was all about. I find his poems intelligent, personal
and deeply courageous, a welcome support and contribution
to the journey that we all ultimately travel, that of finding
ourselves at the deepest level."
--Tony Keppelman
From The Uncertainty Principle (page
30)
REDUCING PLANES
Trees. Snow. Trees further away.
In the gray light, they are as pasted on a board,
the snow merely empty white, the further away
just smaller trees. This is theory.
2
I go out to the white fields pretending
not to be human. Then stop, wonder what it is
I attempt, or mimic. I flounder in the snow,
falling through the crust.
The spirit beyond human doesn’t carry much interest.
There is choice here: a god whose skin shines,
or a hollow in a bank.
3
It is not a matter of cruelty; just that,
swinging his arms, he knocks a man down.
He does not even notice until after.
Then he grieves.
4
In the darkness he burns snow into the photograph.
Too much light will make it drab; too little
and it remains empty. He works until late,
changing papers, exposures, chemicals,
going over it again and again.
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